"you love me
you complete meyou hold my heart in your hands
and its okay cause i trust that
youll be the best man that you can"
The concept that someone can hold your heart in their hands seems so irrelevant and bogus but it's so true sometimes. Sometimes it's as if your heart is in the possession of the other person that you just wait for their next move and you start basing your emotions on what they're going to do to you and for you. That is when I start to know that I'm fully relying on another human being just as imperfect as I am to control how I feel. These days I'm realizing that no one else can ever bring the source of joy that somehow fills the voids that makes one feel empty and unhappy. That source of joy cannot be filled by a mere human being but God alone. I know it's a hard thing to fathom that GOD can fill in my void? But somehow he brings this peace that I cannot explain with words. Why is it that when we become so desperate that we seem to seek God? Well idk about you but i'm like that all the time. I heard from a sermon that God allows us to go through pains and times of desperation so that we could come to this point of seeking God and God alone for our happiness. IT is he alone that makes me realize more about myself, more of the things that makes me unhappy and more of the things that I seek and want from another being. The comparison from my relationship with humans and with God seem to go hand in hand. The intimacy that I seek with another is in equal position as my intimacy times with God. To be so close to another human is scary but to experience that kind of closeness comes with your ability to allow yourself to be close to another person. You live, you learn and you LOVE..
-live productively
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