Trust

-Keyshia Cole ft Monica

"I know u've seen alot of things in your life
got you feeling like this cant be right
but i wont hurt you im down for you baby"

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to allow yourself to trust another human being. Especially if you've experienced and seen a lot of brutal untrustworthy events that has happened in your life. But I guess that's when LOVE conquers those fears of TRUST and you just allow yourself to be able to trust again. Like it was the first time you've ever been able to trust someone. You take that risk knowing that YES there is a possibility that you will get burned and scarred but if that risk is not taken then what if that was your chance to experience the best thing that can ever happen in your life. I write this because I am one of these. I let myself be surrounded by brick walls that I cannot seem to break down. They are my safeway that when I am surrounded by them, no one can hurt me. Then I come to the realization that I get so lonely. I am there by myself so I fight against myself to allow myself to experience relationships with other people. I allow people into that secluded area. Mostly because I realize that learning from the hurts only builds me into a stronger person rather than to be secluded and not be able to experience anything at all remaining weak, terrified and crippled... atleast it was worth it, right?

-live productively