The Hardest Days

it's funny how sometimes you only start to fully appreciate someone to their fullest when they're gone.. when you're there together making memories it's as if those memories are the only things that matter and you don't appreciate the person in whole but the actions that they are showing. Sometimes all that matters in loving someone is accepting them for who they are. Not for what they do or the flaws that show. That's real. It's the love that God shows for us. Not because of our wrong doings or our faults against him. He accepts us regardless of our faults and wrongs. As humans and as mere mortal beings it's hard for us to fathom that kind of LOVE because it's UNconditional. Unconditional love that has no limits. Unconditional love that seems past the flaws into the heart of the other person and to love that part of them that no one else can see. I am about to face the hardest days, once again. When days like this come around it's hard to wake up in the mornings. It gets hard to see another day as beautiful as it once was in the past. It gets harder and harder to function as a joyful person that I once was. But this phase is only a phase and I only pray and hope for the best for my own self and as well as my loved one... 

-live.. productively..