i have a lot of needs. the main need in my life right now is happiness. i need to be happy. if i'm happy i realized the world is happy around me. when i'm happy i'm able to uplift other people. i can support. i can advise. i can do many things when i'm happy. i realized i cannot function when i am built up with emotions. emotions are not my friends. we just don't mingle well together. we're just not meant to be. but happiness. when will i ever meet you? when will you ever find me? you come and go like my parents did. you stay for a little while then you leave me abandoned to fend for myself like my mom left me. i just wana be. i want to be happy. i want happiness to be me. i want us to be intertwined together like twizzlers. i really need you to find me now. god, help me i need you.
-hardly living productively...
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