Looking at the fruitfulness of my blog this last month of 2010, it's about worship/praise/adoration and to stand in awe of His presence wherever I go. In my heart, in my soul, in my life. This past weekend I was able to attend the
PIHOP and get prayed over through their prophetic ministry. It was amazing! At first I was real skeptical and didn't know WHAT to expect going in but I knew that the Lord was going to speak through it. Had a good amount of time to ready my heart through worship as the Lord spoke to my heart. Going in the things that were spoken over me were words of confirmation, confirming the things that the Lord was showing me through prayer and worship. It was great! Couple things that stood out were: 1) During worship and prayer I saw myself walking in the daylight with the sun radiantly shining down on me. As I walked, the clouds would come with rain pouring down over me but the sun was over it all, it was just a cloud above me. I knew that this had to do with my life when things are good but when I could get a bit gloomy at times. A sister spoke things over me that resembled this image I saw. She said that God is a light upon me and spoke Psalm 139 over me. It was awesome! 2) Another image given to me was of God being this hugemongous like really HUGE figure. I saw an eagles eye view of myself building a wall around the Lord. Looking down at myself I couldn't believe I thought I was building this huge wall around such a mighty God. During the listening prayer portion (trippy, remember my academic counselor gave me this advice), a brother spoke about how he sees a wall being crumbled down. But it's taking some time, brick by brick eventually leading to the whole wall crumbling down. I'm still processing and praying through what this represents exactly and digging through His word for more clarity. It's been an exciting time of waiting though, I must say.
With this new year slowly approaching us, there are a couple things that my heart is being moved to embark on but I'm just waiting for direction and a sign to move. So, look out for that as I continue to grow more in love with our Savior and Lord, wholeheartedly with everything that I have within me. I desire to surrender it all before a perfect God. Life is so exciting, living for His Kingdom! (Matthew 6:33)
"The most dangerous trap is just living
and forgetting that God exists"
-Live Productively
niiiiiice.
ReplyDeletereally glad to know you have a personal relationship with God...
i hope to re-examine my faith and reconfirm my salvation through the retreat and fellowship thereof. look forward to sharing testimonies with you sister.
god bless.
ahh, guessing you didn't get the memo. Our jr. high retreat dates conflicted with retreat so I had to opt out of kcbc to utilize myself for our ministry here at my church.
ReplyDeleteI know the Lord will speak great things over you and into you through the retreat and in your life as you wholly surrender all of yourself to Him on the daily! =)
oh i see.
ReplyDeletewell either way,niiiicee. its not like your missing it to go on a snowboarding trip or something.
i'm glad you have a GOOD church, there aren't too many out there nowadays...if you found one you should definitely stick with it...i am.
god bless.