Fear..

–noun
1. a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.

I've been encountering many instances where I myself have been realizing that my fears have hindered me greatly from something great happening. Due to my fear taking over my whole being I was un-equipped to function as a normal human being. I felt crippled, so weak, unable to have any kind of confidence in myself that I was able to move on with life due to my fear. Fear in what? Oh, many things.. Fear of being hurt, fear of losing people, again, and again, and again.. The fear that so refuses to go away but lingers in the midst of the nook and crannies that don't show in my normal life but comes out JUST at the right time when I least expect it.. But it's weird cuz I haven't felt that FEAR come out in a while.. I feel like I have finally come to a point where I have matured strongly to conquer this fear that so disabled me to experience happiness. I no longer am controlled by IT but I control IT..

I write this blog because.. I've been seeing from the people around me that this same fear lingers in the midst of other human beings as well! All this time I've always thought that this world revolved around me until my eyes were opened to the realization that the world I live in contains other human beings! Fascinating.. I think this is one of the the most hardest emotion to deal with when it comes to not much being scared but more so being hurt like the first time you were hurt. To have to deal with that same instance again .. sometimes Fear is the only defense mechanism that'll prevent that pain to happen again.. but then with that mechanism also comes the chance of missing out on something that might be the greatest thing that happened in life! but a person will never know because of this FEAR!.. but then again.. what do I know.. all I know is what I see around me and what I see in myself.. it's amazing to me to write and think about stuff like this on a Saturday morning.. it's weird. I'm just here to help my readers find happiness in their lives, as well as mine.. MAKEs life happier..

Random Fact for the Day:
The common denominator in most acts of hatred is fear, usually fear of different types of people or ideas..

-live productively